Thursday, November 19, 2009

Eastern Melodies



An evening of Carnatic Music with Maestro Vittal Ramamurthy and his students.




The journey to the November 14th’s Carnatic concert was a test. Rain pounded us as we ran for the van from the house. I have terrible night vision so the drive was even more harrowing than normal. Water rushed over the windshield as we barreled to our destination.

I missed the turn as I usually do but in the dark I was more concerned about it. I knew there was another way in coming up or if worse came to worse, I could swing by my mother’s street and weave in backwards. But, I made the second turn and while whooping with my daughter, I pulled into a parking space and turned the car off.

We sat for a moment contemplating the show we were about to see. Neither one of us knew what to expect. I had played some Youtube videos of Carnatic music performances so that we would have an idea, but this show proved to be different as Maestro Vittal Ramamurthy would be playing violin accompanied by his students. My daughter plays violin, but Western style and had never heard of the instrument being used for classical Indian music. We were both anticipating a learning experience.

Finally, we reached over our seats for our umbrellas and cracking the door, we ventured into the storm. The night sky was barely visible through dark clouds. Water sparkled when the rain hit the street lamps and for a moment, it felt as though we were entering a realm of magic realism.

As we approached the line of doors, I noticed a sign instructing us to use the other door taped to the middle. Thankfully, a young man opened one and beckoned us in. It did not take long to determine where to go as Ms. Indhra Rajashekar and her group, Eastern Cultural Heritage Organization (ECHO) had done a fantastic job of putting this event together. We were immediately greeted by an array of color and warmth.

Bangles sang out as a young woman moved by us in a whirl of red and green, a faint amber scent descending. As we drew closer to the auditorium we were struck by a myriad of images. Men handed us our tickets and programs, a young girl in a deep red lengha choli pressed her palms together and murmured “Namaste” and offered us to choose from a tray of artfully arranged Starburst candies. A drawing made from colored sand sanctified the space. It was impossible to not be swept up in the bustle of energy and excitement in the air. We headed in and found seats.

I could tell right away that this was not going to be like any of my daughter’s concerts I have attended. A platform had been erected on the stage and covered in white. Four violins and a keyboard were placed strategically in a half moon shape with two different drums on either end. An altar with a statue of Ganesha and offerings resided to my right of the platform.

After the introductions, Maestro Ramamurthy and his students took the stage. I knew only one of the students was near my daughter’s age. Harini Rajashekar was a year older. The other two violinists, Aditi Ramesh and Neha Krishnamachary were both in high school. I was hoping they would prove to be an inspiration to my child, who was leaning forward for a better view. The violinists were joined by Maheetha Bharadwaj on keyboards and Arjun Raghavan on the mridangam and Subhang Srinivasan on ghatam, both South Indian style drums. Each artist sat cross legged on the platform and began to tune their instruments. One of the first things we noticed and commented on was that the musicians propped their violins with their legs instead of holding them at arm’s length while sitting on a hard backed chair.

The silence was pierced by an array of aural color as the first notes slipped from Ramamurthy’s violin and cascaded through the auditorium. As each student began to join him, music swirled around me until I felt a slight tugging at my chest. A longing grew to be a part of something I was separate from and an overwhelming urge to break down and weep washed over me as the music soared.

As the drumming picked up, I felt the desire to dance. I knew I was not the only one. In fact, the floor reverberated as the audience foot tapped to the beat. The man behind me kept rhythm by clapping and sang creating a cocoon that was enveloping.

Throughout the evening, the audience clapped and moved their hands through mudras while the musicians moved us with their polished technique. Most of the music was improvised according to Maestro Vittal Ramamurthy. His students followed his cues seamlessly. The ending music allowed the drummers, Subhang Srinivasan artfully playing the ghatam and Arjun Raghavan mastering the mridangam to have a sort of drum off that was powerful and truly showcased their talent. The finale of the evening was one of Mahatma Gandhi’s favorites. This was only time that Ramamurthy lent his vocals and combined with the gentleman seated behind me, this was by far the most moving moment of the evening. Encased within the envelope of their voices and the engulfing music, I truly felt part of something. I snuck a look at my daughter and she too was experiencing the same ecstasy.

Ms. Indhra Rajashekar took the stage again to thank everyone who had participated in putting the event together as well as presenting the students with plaques and Maestro Vittal Ramamurthy with a token of ECHO’s appreciation. Afterwards we were all invited to join Ms. Rajashekar and the musicians for a reception. We were fortunate to meet both Maestro Vittal Ramamurthy and Indhra Rajashekar. My hope is that ECHO continues to bring traditional and authentic eastern culture to Southern Maine as my daughter and I left not only musically educated, but spiritually and emotionally educated as well.

Saturday, March 28, 2009

March Madness!



I think I am as crazy as a march hare or a mad hatter. Or, I don't know. It has been a long time since I posted. Why? Because I am pretty freaking busy these days. I will vent about that later though because I want to talk about our upcoming move.

Yes!! Yes!! We are moving to South Portland right after April vacation.

No, we didn't tell anyone what we were doing. Why? Because we both are the youngest and youngest kids are supposed to be spontaneous and risk taking. And we are neither of those things anymore. Or perhaps never were. It has been ages since I ran away from home, experimented with anything other than diaper brands, or even washed my hair, so who am I fooling? Anyway, we decided we were going to move years ago before we even knew each other but never got around to it. Now, Drew and I are married and have added two more kids to the party and one thing I have noticed about boys is that they need running space.

Moving was not an easy choice for me. I have wanted a house since my youngest daughter was born but had no idea how to get one. See, I am poor. Really poor, as my good friend Kristin Boyd used to say, "We are po, that is so poor, we can't even afford the R."

I do have an MFA and teach at two different colleges. But I am adjunct. That means I teach whatever classes get thrown my way, make a pittance, and have no benefits. I do have a lot of student loans though. And five kids in my apartment and one needing regular child support payments round me out. Yes, my dear husband owns his own business. And this means he has no benefits and brings home cash sporadically after business expenses are paid.

We have a pretty sweet deal where we are. All of our utilities are included in our rent. We have four bedrooms. We do not pay more than 1/3 of our income. We can walk quickly downtown if we want to. We have a small patch of yard. We have parking.


But that is not all. Oh, no that is not all. We also have to prove our income annually. This means allowing people to dig through our tax returns and request information from our employers. This very act cost me a teaching post last year because I had to terminate my adjunct status to prove that I didn't have any classes. When the girls' father ditched the country and abandoned them, I was told to prove I was no longer receiving child support, I would have to have Child Support Services draft a letter saying that the deadbeat loser would not be paying any support for the upcoming year.

And then there is the stigma of all of our neighbors knowing we live in subsidized housing. Reactions vary from those who are irritated that socialism is abutting their property to those who are proud of their ability to rub elbows with their "multicultural" neighbors.

My kids have experienced the range too, from being "one of them" to being touted as so and so's less fortunate charity case.

When people argue that we are foolish to turn our back on such a great deal, they are either too blind or ignorant to see the real cost of our living quarters. So yes, yes, we are moving down the line.

Alice: I've had nothing yet, so I can't take more.
The Hatter: You mean you can't take less; it's very easy to take more than nothing.
~ Lewis Carroll